my beloved squadmates,
hope you enjoyed POP [:
thank for the memories and the presents. but POP to me, isn’t about the presents. its about the friendship that i had throughout the 4 years of my crescent life. spending time with you guys is like spending time with an extended family. the closeness i had with you guys can never be expressed. actually, i had many things to say to you guys in the NProom just now, but it just can’t be expressed. the thing that impacted me the most throughout my years in NP wasn’t the time when i passed promo or got a badge. its the time when i got retained and i saw the red-eyed faces staring back at me. i tried excaping reality by not coming down for NP this year such that when POP comes, i’d won’t be so upset. i wanted to be strong for the last time. but i have to say, i’ve failed. it was the last time we’d sing the NPmarch together, say the NPpledge together, the realisation just made me crack. i wished the sun would melt me and that i’d evaporate from the face of this earth. but no. i didn’t watch you guys perform. i just couldn’t bear face you guys. after all you’ve done, i can’t believe its all gone. during the time when i was staring at the ground, i felt my heart being stabbed 22 times. each time for the each one of you. if i could tell God how i wanted my heart to be broken, i’d say give me a number of 22 such that each of you can take it back as a momento. i’m sure most of you are happy that you need not come back every monday and thursday anymore. need not suffer under the pressure of NP life. but i hope as you guys continue in your walk of life next year, you’ll still remember that i’m still in crescent.
all i can say is that, things will be different.
you might think its easy being me
you just stand still look pretty
hope you like your present from me. (L) goodbye lovelies.
i’ll miss you badly.
